Wittrockj, I am so sorry for the pain that you are going through. I do know how you feel. My dad passed when I was 21, and then my mom passed from cc in 2009, I was 34. I miss my parents every day. I used to hate it after my dad died people would say, "time heals", but I have come to realize that they are correct. It really is only time that will make you feel a little more at peace. You will still miss your mom, but you will be able to think about the good times, and not just the pain. Don't question how you are feeling, just go with your emotions, and know that there will come a time when you will feel better.
Please know that we are here for you.