Dear Desiree and Pam,
I lost my 32 year old daughter 2 1/2 years ago. I soooo understand your pain as I read your posts. Even now, it is still hard.
What I can say to you is that you are not alone…that through grief somehow you will grow as a person…that there will be day when you realize for just a moment, you 'forgot", and in that moment will be a mix of regret and relief. And those moments will come more often. And your heart will form a bandaid. And you will smile when thinking of her instead of crying EVERY time. And the "why did this happen?" will not be as painful.
If there was some way I could reach through this computer and wrap my arms around you both, I would. You will survive. I did, and I did not think that possible at one point. I re-found God or I should say, God touched me, and helped me get through the day to day, sometimes hour by hour. You will be with her again and what a beautiful reunion that will be!
God Bless You Both.
Susan, Harmony's Mom