Topic: Visiting the Cemetry
This weekend I will be home with my family for a flying visit to drop my daughter off to spend a week with her cousins. It also means that I get to go to the cemetery and visit my sister. Because I live 300 miles away, I have not been to the cemetery since my last visit before leaving at the end of March 3 weeks after her death.
I find it incredibly hard not being able to visit her 'special place' (as we call it to the children) when ever I want to. Once a week I buy a new single flower and put it by her photograph but it's but I think my heart is going to burst when I visit her on Saturday. In a strange way I am looking forward to it but also dreading it. I'm not sure how composed I am going to manage to be.
In the stars now . . . .