Topic: 1 year, 8 months without Mom
Will there ever be a time when I stop counting down the months and years? I wish so much that my mother could see how my daughter has grown, tell her all the funny things my daughter does now that she's a big Kindergartener and has a list of boys who've asked her to marry them.
Mom always wanted to take her to Disney, and now we'll be going in November and I feel so sad that she won't be there. She was such a big kid - she could have lived at DisneyWorld and Universal Studios, laughing her way through all the rides. And sneaking Mallomars to my daughter all day.
I know these thoughts lead me nowhere, I just had to vent them. It takes so much out of me to forget, and it takes so much out of me to remember.