Topic: I don't know what to do
My John died 2 days ago. I can't think, I can barely talk to anyone and I am in such pain I can't believe it.
I can barely get up the energy to write this. How do you live when your husband dies? I know he's in a better place and I know he's not in pain anymore, but I'm not.
Oh my God, I had no idea it would be this bad. The sadness and pain are overwhelming, It's actually hard to breath at times.
Some one help me please