I know how you feel. It all seems so surreal. It doesn't even seem real to you yet & like you said you feel like you are in a fog. It all happens so swiftly and there is so much going on that you don't even really have time to think or reflect on what has happened. I still wake up some days expecting Jim to be here and that it was all just some horrible nightmare.
Just remember, that we are all here for you when you need us for support & comfort. Without all these great people on the site I don't know what I would have done. They are the only ones who truely know what we are all going through & how losing a loved one to this monster of a cancer affects us both as caregivers and those of us left behind. It has changed our world & how we see it forever.
I will be thinking of you as you travel on the rest of this journey of grieving with all the rest of us who have lost a loved one to CC.
Take care & keep in touch.
Love & Hugs,
"One Day At A Time"
All of my comments and suggestions are just my opinions and are not a substitute for professional medical advice. You should always seek the advice of your physician or other qualified health care providers.