Topic: You can't understand unless you been there.
I spoke to one of Wayne's friends from years ago, he could not understand why I am depressed. He at first told me he would help me, look through all our papers. He told me he was a attorney, Wayne never told me this. I thought well I could use some help with his workers comp. plus other things, he told me I needed to get myself straight. Then he said it didn't look I was ready to do anything, he said I needed to get on with my life. This man has never lost a spouse, of 35 years so who is he to tell me I needed to get straight. He told me that he stopped coming by to Wayne because Wayne always seemed depressed. Why would he be depressed? He had been diagnoised with sarcoidosis (Bernie Mack Disease), got hurt at work lost leg above knee, and had open heart surgery. He wasn't even around after that for the blood clots and cholangiocarcinoma. Why would I be depressed and ready to see my Wayne again?
I'm not a widow, I am a wife
We are only apart for heaven's sake
You are waiting for me at heaven's gate