Topic: 9 days gone
My Jim died just 9 days ago. We have been busy with services, friends and family. I continue to keep things in order. We have 3 daughters, I live with one, One is just 25 min away, and the third is away on a trip to france. Every one has been supportive and the girls were great support. Now I find myself unable to start my grieving process. Tears, prayers anything to make this start. I am numb. Is it too soon? I try to figure out what I should be doing now but I just can't get my head around this. How did this happen so fast? What is my next step? I have never been on my own, all my life. From my mothers house to Jims and my house, now I am with one of the girls and her family. Where do I go from here? I am just a mess.