Dear Betht, I feel your pain. My husband died 6-5 and life has not been the same since. We miss him every minute of the day. So many 'first' to go thru. I try to just live few hours at a time. Pray, Remember, laugh and love your family. We have lots of love to spead around. Each member has their memory of your husband, let them remember with you. There are no words that we can say to make it go away. I am so sorry for your loss.
I am so sorry to hear of your husbands passing. I know there is nothing anyone can say or do to make it better, but those of us who have lost our husbands to this disease know & understand the pain and sorrow of grief that you are experiencing. Try to be comforted by knowing he is no longer suffering and in pain. Keep him alive in your heart & memories. He will always be with you. Know that I am thinking of you and your family at this sad time.