I am so sick of hearing about the holidays. Today at work they sang I wish you a Merry Christmas, I couldn't I felt so unhappy inside. One of my students brought me a present, and told me Merry Christmas, at told her the same, I told her she was the first person I had said that too. It might the last I tell that to because I'm not happy, I'm not merry, I wish I just could sleep through the whole thing. Losing my husband to cc this year and my mother 3 weeks ago, I AM NOT HAPPY. Someone that I work with is coming back after Christmas, she got a cure for her cancer. All these people with these cures, why not a cure for ours. It is not fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm not a widow, I am a wife
We are only apart for heaven's sake
You are waiting for me at heaven's gate