Rose, my husband passed December 6th and we were only married 16 years. He was the total love of my life as many on this Board know from my posts. I became addicted to this site as so many on here helped me through a bad 5 years. I know how important it is to be strong, to be loving and live each minute like there will be no more. By being strong I have mostly suceeded in remembering the better things, like Teddy ambling in to the kitchen 5 days before he passed and asking me to dance with him. Oh, I have my days but mostly they are happy tears for what I had for those 16 years. Some people never have in a lifetime what I had in those years. Bottom line just keep thinking of the good time growing up and yes think that you don't want him to suffer like this and that he needs to go to his peace. We are all here for you and go ahead and use us to rant, rave or give your own advice. Bless you and your family.
THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME! Teddy ~In our hearts forever~ATTITUDE is EVERYTHING