Topic: My word has shattered at my feet
I lost my beautiful Mum 4 weeks ago to this horrible disease....so fast and furious, it seems to move at the speed of light!!
She was diagnosed on 13 Jan 2013, and we lost her on the 31st Jan 2013. 18 days to get out head around the idea of cancer isn't very long! She was only 64, and I still can't believe she's gone!
It's like my world has been dropped at my feet, shattered into a million pieces....and I can't even find the pieces to pick them up and start putting them back together! Even if I put some back together, the biggest piece will be missing..Mum!
It seems harder to cope now, even more than the day she died...how could that be?? I'm told over and over that time will make things easier, well it's not!!!
Thanks for listening to me rant!!! I'm sure you'll all understand, you guys all seem to be in the same boat as me!