Topic: My John is gone
My husband John lost his fight today at 1:15. I was with him until he passed and it was peacefull. He had been in a coma for a week before he finally gave up.
I thought I was prepared but I found out how wrong I was. I thought my heart was going to come bursting out of my chest. I have never felt so much pain, sadness and the complete feeling of devestation.
Thank God for hospice. They were there in about 15 minutes. Maybe I should have waited to post this but I'm so alone and I knew you all would be there for me.
I really can't imagine life without John, it's a long and dismal road I have to walk now.
I love him with all my heart and soul.