Topic: This evil disease
I have already posted a message tonight to " Fairydrop "Charlene as I felt her pain for her husband John's passing. I don't go on this forum often as my partner Mark usually hogs the computer and I would rather sit and watch soaps than spend my evening typing away, however tonight as my Mark is in hospital yet again having his 3rd and 4th stent inserted in his liver and small bowel, I find myself lonely and wanting to talk to people who understand.
Mark and I have lived with this awful condition for 3 years now and we are growing tired of it. We are still young and only in our 40's and have 3 children between us, (2 mine and 1 his ) and all we want is to be able to have a normal life together and enjoy the simple things in life.....share a meal together , a drink together ....be intimate together ... be a family... If anyone out there is going to preach to me and tell me there's a god and that it will all be alright, don't bother, because I'm an atheist and if there was a god Mark wouldn't be leaving me and those who love him in the near future....