Oh Dear Pauline,
I read your post with such sadness & empathy. I keep saying Jim was only sick for 2 months, but previous to that he too had leg pain. I now believe, from what you have said, that it was related to this horrible disease. At the time they did all sorts of tests & never did figure it out.
I also remember the last time we went out to eat with our son & his girlfriend. He also did not eat much & had a hard time walking. By then I was doing the driving.
We also did not realize when he first started having pains that in less than 2 months he would be gone. I can definately relate to all you are saying & feeling. I too hope that the second year will be different. All we can do is try to be strong and get by as best we can as our husbands would want us to. Life is all so very sad & lonely now.
Know that I am thinking of you & crying along with you.
Love & Hugs To All,
"One Day At A Time"