1 (edited by Peanut Mon, 13 Jul 2009 19:16:46)

Topic: mom

my mom died in sunday and i dont know what to do  i was very close with my mommy we did everything together  i have my 2 brothers and my dad but is always me and my mom we did our nails hair shopping .  this week is going to be hard on all of us bacause i have to go to the funeral and i syill cant grasp the idea she is gone  all i know is that i miss my mom and want her back she use to be the one to hold me and stroke my hair when i was feeling blue  it was very hard for me to leave her   i hate that she had cancer because it is her second time she had it she had hodgins disese when i was 12   i hater the word cancer and this one she had i hate as well i hate she had bile duct cancer

Re: mom

Peanut;
I think that all of us on this board can understand your hatred of this cancer, whether we are patients, husbands, wives, brothers, sisters, son, daughters or friends and caregivers, We all HATE this disease. But the wonderful thing is we have each other to lean on, support and learn from. You will find other daughters on this board that know exactly what you are going through. I hope they post soon so you can discuss it with them. In the mean time, I hope that I will do. I don't know how old you are, but as a Mom let me reassure you that your Mom will always be with you. Everyday that I fight this darn cancer I do it with the thought of being with my kids as long as possible. Wish I could give you a hug in person, but since I can't let me send a Mother's warmest thoughts and prayers your way. Let us know how you are doing and if there is anything we can do. God Bless,
Jamie