Topic: post xmas
I managed pretty well during the run up to xmas and xmas eve,xmas day-fine.Then I seemed to have a big meltdown and cried on and off for 2 days and this is so hard for me because I worry about my sons so much,they are so fragile.Anyhow I am a little better today.
This time of year!!It would be hard anyhow but these weeks were a very rapid deterioration for my husband Joel and I feel I cant escape it or prevent the feelings of last year returning to me and they were so horrific-the xmas,new year,the heat,the noise of parties going on all around.
Actually this year it has been raining which helps as it keeps people inside and quieter Janet