Topic: Once again , so far so good...
My husband had what amounts to his one year MRI and evaluation today. Dr Saab at OSU was so happy with his progress he kept shaking his hand every time he walked by, at least 4 or 5 times. The nurse practioner just looked at him and said "Wow, you look better than I do!"I don't know who or what to credit for what I feel is a miracle. I almost feel guilty writing about our good fortune up to this point when so many others have lost their battle. My heart literally aches for those that have passed and their loved ones .I know it could be us next and I can't imagine going through the loss and grief that I know I would never get over. I couldn't imagine it a year ago when the first Dr. sat on the side of the bed and basically said there was no hope. Or when my husband told me one of the radiology technicians told him that if it was in the ducts to go home and make your funeral arrangements! Could anyone be that cruel? My husband had been medicated so he wasn't totally sure someone actually said that- but isn't that what the statistics say? Unfortunately yes and as I have been active on this site the statistics have been proven to be true. In January the Dr. we saw at the UPMC told my husband 99% of the people who get CC die from it. My husband's response-" I'll just have to be that 1 %. That means around 400 people a year that are diagnosed survive." What an attitude! He's my hero, my best friend and my complete partner in all things including our business and I can't imagine life without him. I would literally prefer that it be me instead of him that has this horrible disease because I don't want to live without him. I feel for everyone that is going through the grieving process because I CAN imagine exactly what you are feeling. It was touch and go several times the past year but we made it and I'm going to try to quit worrying so much and just be thankful for our continued blessings! I'm thankful to OSU and the Docs there, for all the prayers and the internet so that I could look up all the information on supplements and diet that I'm sure have really helped! Take care everyone and best wishes to you all. Mary