Topic: one year ago
One year ago my wonderful mom, my dad's loving wife, and my children's greatest grandma left us. I have spent most of the year trying to figure out a way to go on without her. Sometimes I cry so hard hoping God will hear me and send her back. Sometimes I smile when I remember our talks. Other times, I get so mad that she will never share another Birthday/Christmas or any other holiday with the family she loved so much. After the first year, they say, it gets better. I don't understand how the next Christmas will be better. She will still be gone. I will forever feel the loss of my mom on Mothers Day. Today, one year later, I remember the pain exactly the same way as the day she left. She was, and always will be the most wonderful person I have ever had in my life and I will ALWAYS miss her.