Topic: Seeking therapy
I finally talked myself into getting a therapy appointment I also, made a group therapy at hospice. Things have not been good, Wayne went to see Jesus of Feb 17, 2010, at 4:37 p.m. Calling to make a appointment was a very big step for me. Tomorrow I had a appoinment at 10:00 am, today at 5:45 she calls and cancels it. She said something important came up out of town. I feel another let down, I'm on two different depression medications, now I'm more depressed. She changed the apointment to Wed., I wanted to go to individual before group, but that's not happening. Tues. group, Wed. individual, and Thursday Wayne's birthday. I knew it was going to be a bad week, but I don't know if I'm going to be able to handle it. One of Wayne's friend called last week, he was bragging about his millions, so I asked about Wayne's funeral bill I still owe 13,100, he said you know why he and I got out of touch, because Wayne was so depressed, what would he have to be depressed over, he had lost his leg above his knee, three bloodclots and open heart surgery. I hope I can hang in there to see if these therapies work, I don't know?
I'm not a widow, I am a wife
We are only apart for heaven's sake
You are waiting for me at heaven's gate