Lainy, I will go and get the books to read. Since Monday I seem to be finding them everywhere. Also I keep feeling a presence on the end of my bed, as if someone is sitting there. At times I think it's our son or my husband but when I look no one is there. This has been happening since Dad was diagnosed in April but the white feathers only since Dad was told he was terminal on Monday.
Another thing is butterflies, whilst I was emailing for a second opinion this beautiful butterfly was flying across the window, I found it strange that when it's so cold and dull outside this beautiful butterfly appears.
I was very close to my Grandad, who died when I was 10, and I am wondering if he his my Guardian Angel.
I must admit the last few days my belief has been tested, why do bad things happen to those that do so much good and are filled with kindness?. Perhaps these are signs to tell me all will be ok, whether it be here on earth or in heaven.
Devoted Daughter to the most wonderful Dad a girl could ask for. Sadly lost his battle on 19.02.11, peacefully in the arms of Mom and I. As requested by Dad "we will keep on smiling".