Topic: 1 year
Yesterday was one year. I thought about going to work like everyday, because I only have 2 1/2 days to take off for the year, last year I started with fifty days. Then I thought it over, I need this day for myself, as well as,
my daughter. I slept in, then Heather came over, we went to Hobby Lobby got some flowers, I also got some after Valentine wooden hearts, they say various things, love, forever, and I love you. I always get a few to use during the year. We stopped and got something to eat, then I went to see Wayne, I know his not there and I can close my eyes and see him. We put the new flowers on, it looked so peaceful. Then at 4:27 I held see picture in my hand and gave it a big kiss and cried. I love him so much and miss him very much. I really need him here, but that's not meant to be. I'm still going to therapy one afternoon a week, I don't know what I would do without it.
I'm not a widow, I am a wife
We are only apart for heaven's sake
You are waiting for me at heaven's gate