Topic: Wayne is my HERO
I was able to go to the lawyer's office and sign papers so that workman's comp. will pay for Wayne's funeral bill. I have had this problem since 2-17-10 the day that Wayne went to see Jesus. I thought I had insurance through my insurance at work, then one month after the funeral, they called and told me I owe 15,000 dollars. They expected this newly unwife was suppose to write a check, I live on 1057 a month. It is finally paid.
I still been having a hard time adjusting, I still go to counseling every week.
Last week when I went in, I had a question, what is Wayne doing? People have told me that sounds crazy, maybe but I still want to know. I know he is watching over me, because I sure have needed it. I bought a book named, "Heaven", by Ricky Alcorn, it is great, it has answered some of my questions. This reading is the most reading since Wayne went away, I always seemed to ADHD once I only read one sentence, this has been happening since Wayne went away.
I'm having some test ran to find out why I have anemia, guess where I have to go, to Wayne's oncologist office. The first time there was no one there, but last week the room was crowded, it was hard to go back in where I had always taken Wayne for all his chemo.
I'm not a widow, I am a wife
We are only apart for heaven's sake
You are waiting for me at heaven's gate