This is Terry of misswayne, Friday was two years since Wayne went to be with the Lord. I took off work Friday, went got my prescriptions. I knew I had a bad, bad last weekend, then they stuck Valentine's Day in the middle, you can stay away from that mostly except at work at a elementary school. Friday I was on my own. I had to go downtown Baton Rouge, I stopped my daughters work for a few minutes. Then I decided, with much encouragement from my therapist to get a hobby. So, I stopped at Hobby Lobby, just looking, I haven't sewn much in the last few years, I couldn't believe how much everything has gone up(material). My chaplain from my hospice called to see if I was alright, it made me feel good. I told her I was looking for hobby like sewing something, last summer I made teddy bears, until I broke my thumb). She told me that she can find things for me, through her church or through hospice. It made me feel good that somebody needed my very few talents. After that I went got lunch, went to the cemetary with my baby. Yes, I still cry but I don't feel like my world is doomed, not this week anyway. Next week I might feel different. I go to group tomorrow that's usually always a plus. I nearly caught my house on fire yesterday. I had used the curling iron Monday, yesterday I was separating clothes for washing. When I took the sheets out of the basket, I saw a huge brown spot, I had no idea of what it was I tried scrubbing that only caused a hole. No still no clicked in the head, last night I know that I had gone there 50 times since Monday noon, I was sitting in my bedroom I looked over and saw the curling iron on the floor on. It had already turned brown a spot in the carpet 1 X 4. It was only through God's will, and I surely believe Wayne had something to do with it, or today I probably would be history. So, I believe as hard as it is Wayne wants me to live.
I'm not a widow, I am a wife
We are only apart for heaven's sake
You are waiting for me at heaven's gate