Topic: I think I've had enough...
Wait....that's a good thing! Tomorrow will be treatment number 4, the end of Cycle 2. I have Cycle 3 and 2 more treatments before the doctors will conduct another PetScan, etc. However, I am feeling a pull away from the chemo towards a herbal approach. Now, before you guys start sending emails telling me that I should,"stay the course", you should know that I have not taken one step, nor have a made one move without FIRST hearing from the Lord.
From faxing my medical records to Mayo and obtaining a second opinion, (which still blows my doctor's mind. he can't believe that they would actually give me a WRITTEN opinion based on faxed medical reports without a face to face!); to my willingness to undergo chemo because I heard His voice as the nurse from Mayo explained the procedure and advised that I would feel better after the treatments.
Now, I'm feeling that uncertainty again, and that means it's time to take a break and free my mind and heart so that I can hear Him clearly. I promise to keep you posted on what He advises; as my life is now and has always been in His wonderful loving hands!