Topic: Surgery tomorrow
Well, my resection is scheduled for tomorrow, and I don't think I will be getting any sleep tonight. I have to get up at 3:30 to shower with the hipiclens and then we have to leave here at 4:15 to make it to Boston for 6:30. I haven't slept well in a few days thinking about it. Honestly, I am not nervous about the surgery. I am nervous that they will change their minds after the laproscopic look, which is what happened in April. I just SO want this surgery. I want the cancer out of me. I keep telling myself that this time, it will happen. Now I just have to believe myself!