Topic: What do I need to know about transplant?
As I sit here with tears falling down my face, thinking about leaving my children to get a transplant, my heart breaks.
I wish this was easy. I fear this. But it could save my life. I don't know what to do, or what to say.
I'm so scared they will open and close. SO SCARED. I'm scared to leave my babies. What if it would be the last time I see them? This is life or death for me. Everyone around me is so happy for me. But I can't he to think they are all crazy, and don't understand what is really going on.
I just want to be a good wife and mother. I don't want to deal with this. I'm tired of cancer controlling my life.
So, I need all of you to help me. I need the pros and cons of all this. What advice do you have?
Wife to Brian; Mommy to Carter (7) and Madison (4)
I balance my life with my breath.