Re: Sort of diagnosed?!?
I know I should wait to talk to doctor on Monday but I feel so helpless and ignorant to this disease. I want desperately to do and learn everything I can to help my husband. The sad part is we went to the local doctor on Tuesday and he told my husband and I that the biopsy they performed on him came back negative for cancer. The specialist told me but not my husband or family about the findings and after reading his reports they suspected this almost a month ago! I go from one emotion to the next and sit here alone in my knowledge. A part of me doesn't want Monday to arrive because I know that this will become our truth then. I know time is of the essence and I would never miss this appointment but I do wish for the "boring" days we had only 3 short weeks ago. Thank you for all your help and for giving me someone who I can share this with. I've never felt so all alone. My heart breaks for the moment that my husband learns of this fight we are taking on. He posted an update on Facebook the other day that said "Dear Lord, I ask not for an easier life, I only ask you make me a stronger man" so I am thinking he feels it deep inside.