Topic: Introduction
I haven't posted in some time. My handed down computer crashed and now I have another. It was suggested that I start in the intro section. I'm not real computer literate. I hope this goes where it needs to. So my story. I was diagnosed in February 09' and had my resection in June. After discharge from UCSF I was referred to an oncologist who recommended Chemo as a cursory measure due to CA-19-9 was normal, and all the signs pointed to "we got it all." I had a new set of labs in September 09' and levels were low so I could not start the Chemo, six weeks went by and I was ready to go, I was able to finish two rounds and then labs dropped. This sequence continued up to December. The Oncologist didn't know what else to do for me and referred me back to the surgeon @ UCSF. Several test and appointments later I arrive at, ... oh god you have developed Ovarian Cancer as well. Surgery in March and more test, including looking for the best agent only to find out not Ovarian and grapefruit size cholangio. Back to the team in the city, and a look at other options. My oncologist asked what is my goal. I indicated to heal and be well, if this isn't an option, to quality of life, as I'm living while dying. I didn't want to have low labs, and have in and out of the hospital as I had in the past. My doctor asked if I would want to be notified if a trial came up that I would qualify. this did not pan out and so... No treatment as my Team doesn't know what else to offer. I have done scans and labs, but as of recently only labs do to building up a reaction to the scan drugs. last labs low sodium, white cells, platelets, and total protein Ca19-9 580. I feel tired and have moments of dizziness. Abdomen distended slightly - no fluid. Md no longer following me as I'm not being treated....it is strange. I'm struggling with mood and feel distance from people around me. My job doesn't know as they are not supportive in general. I have some friend there and they are very supportive, yet they struggle to understand. needing to reach out to others. Thanks for reading sorry for the length. Glad to be back on, Wisdom Ultimately this wasn't