Topic: Six weeks since I lost my sweet husband
It's been six weeks since Dan died. I returned to work last week with mixed emotions. I thought it would be a good distraction and keep me busy but the fact is I just want to be in our house with our dog.
I miss him so much and the reality of never seeing his face , hearing his voice and feeling his touch is devastating.
I just can't understand how this could happen to us, Why our time together was cut short.
It's hard to be at work where people don't understand
that my life has forever been altered. I'm just going thru the motions. I don't care about what's going on around me. I know in time that will change but maybe I don't want it to. If I start to feel normal, maybe ill forget and I don't want that to happen.... Anyway I'm just rambling. It's been a rough few days.