Topic: Hobbies to keep mind off nausea?
Hi I'm currently on xeloda. So up until about a month ago I have been doing ok. Normal side effects acid reflux hands foo, fatigue. Everything was manageable. My scans were good so they gave me a break. That's when everything went downhill. I've been sick in bed all day only recently forcing myself to eat the min I can. Got back up to 96 lbs. my last scans grew because of the break. I just finished an anti biotic. I'm on nabilone,dexamethasone,lorazepam for fear of nausea and anxiety, gravol sometimes works and ondansetron. Plus I'm back on chemo mon I hope it helps again. Plus I take a patch on my arm for pain. And zopiclone for sleep which doesn't really work in spite of all these pills I'm only now starting to be able to force food down. I just get so depressed and want to be in bed all the time with my heating pad. Sometimes I just lay crying for hrs. Only today n yesterday I was able for a couple hours to do yoga n jewelry making. What other hobbies do you guys have to keep your mind off stuff.
Knitting is a little hard it comes loose sometimes! And feeling like this makes it hard to concentrate properly. I have Netflix but Canadian Netflix sucks! And only so many movies you can watch. I used to read before the migraines. I feel like I'm going crazy.
I miss school and my friends. Sometimes they just don't understand and when I cry I feel like m bothering them with my problems. I don't know who to talk to no one understands. Just been so scared.