Pam, I loved your Blog, felt like I was there, but went through quite a few Kleenex's then took a bath towel! Pam you are one courageous woman and I just know Lauren is so proud to be your daughter. That will never, ever change. Do what you can do in your own time. Like me, I think you do find some peace in writing and it is a good way, one way, to keep those Memories flowing. Love you to pieces. Time, give it lots of time but at the same time you know Lauren wants you to be happy, when you are ready.
Teddy ~In our hearts forever~ATTITUDE is EVERYTHING
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