Re: update on me
Regina, my head is always light headed, my memory is shot, I am not trusting my judgment, I have been getting depressed and NEVER have in my life. I am getting weaker, very tired, joints and muscles ache, bottom of feet get red and sometimes burn. With all the MEDs I have tried for U C I seem to reach a plateau and then stop healing. I AM going to try and push through for the Nov 1 infusion as it is the first 3 that really count most and that will be the 3rd. Then the 8th will see my GI. He has already told me there are other things I can try but Remicade is the best. This morning my daughter told me to pack a bag and come to her for awhile but I am just more comfortable being alone in my own place.
On the dreams, found out that Death actually means a new beginning but still don't know why there is another person who is alive in the dream. Mmm I wonder if Teddy is sending me these dreams but I can't figure out why.
I have not been to NYC in years but if you get too cold you are welcome here! Luv from the Space---y Cadet!