Topic: checking in/updating
Hey everyone, it's me, Denise, it's been a while since I checked in. I went to MD Anderson the first week of November. They did a CT scan and it showed the tumor has not grown or spread and it showed necrosis. So their recommendation is to watch it by doing a ct scan every 6 to 8 weeks. If is shows any growth or movement it's back on chemo. So we are doing nothing until January 6th when we do another scan. I'm back to work and loving it I'm totally asymptomatic. I did have to have the stents replaced Halloween week. They could only get one in because one of the ducts was too constricted. Not sure why that is, but I hope it's cuz of the radiation. So here is my question: is it normal to not be able to talk to family and friends about the possibility of my not surviving this? I feel like I have no one to talk to about it. No one wants to hear it. They are still thinking positive. I am too, but occasionally I feel like I need to get it off my chest. So, I've been crying some by myself. What's the deal, am I crazy?