Topic: Thought question
I haven't asked a thought provoking question in some time. Hope it will get a few reads, don't expect a lot of replies.
Watched "North by Northwest" with Cary Grant and Eva Marie Saint a couple nights ago. Couldn't help by thinking that we are on a rock face ourselves. I expect that there may come a time when I will be hanging by my finger tips. Medical science will have said there is nothing more it can do except keep me out of pain. In your thoughts or experience, do I keep hanging on, praying for the miracle I will be given strength to pull myself back up? Or do I let go, trusting a miracle will soften my landing? All the while recognizing that miracles are not always granted in the way we request.
My answer is in my signature. But I don't know if it will change as my arms get tired. Maybe the miracle will be acceptance.
BTW - platelets were up to 144,000, alk-phos down to 135, CA19-9 down to 70. CT scan after this round. Too bad there is no Smilie for "that's me doing my Happy Dance". If liver tumor continues to shrink will ask again about surgery.
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